FHGFHGSDHGSHGDHSDHH that is all
o right, i’m down to 129 fasting blood sugar. shit is actually working. i am impressed.
sex body tmi ok [[MORE]] i swear to god for the longest time i had no sexual drive anymore then suddenly BAM it’s kind of annoying jesus fuck like just calm down penis you’re not a 15 year old highschooler anymore i can’t waste every day making you happy
finally. 192. bluh. when will these pills start working?
wow fuck you too i am allowed to act any way i wan when i’m supposed to check my god damn blood glucose in the morning and after doing every god damn thing that i can stil can’t get any decent blood out out my fingers or arms don’t even get an attitude with me you should fucking know how moody people can get and i’m moody on top of that and ljhljljfjlfjfhklgflkglkhghlf ...
ninsun: suckmymara: >704 MB for a single episode of TV anime great job encoding, commie >not waiting for 480p transcodes water u doing matt wait i thought i man i need to go the fuck to sleep how do you even confuse you two
the meter i picked up from the store is so much nicer than mom’s old ass one you can see the test strip sucking the blood up?? idk pretty neat but fuck i think i set the needle puncture too high because that hurt and left a bruise oops
so i thought i’d try mom’s old meter before i find one for myself i can not get enough blood out omfg i have the exact opposite problem because she’s a free bleeder dsgsg my fingers are so sore but i have nothing to show for it sigh
>look up warnings and side effects for diabetes meds >DO NOT TAKE WITH THE HEART MEDS I’M ON good job doc oh well i guess i’ll try it anyway what’s the worst that could happen .w.
the more i read into diabetes the more i realize i should have caught this fucking sooner but nobody even bothered telling me and my stupid self never thought of going in for a test. just how long have i actually been diabetic? since i saw my first signs of high blood pressure? Maybe. i’ll never know really. just plz guys if you have a family history of this shit or you’re not as...
just a warning to any people following this blog for porn it is once again a personal blog for me to bitch and rant in without flooding my main blog so yeah k bye
and on to the next rant. funerals. i don’t like them. like the very idea has always rubbed me wrong. especially when they have the body in the same room as everyone WITH THE CASKET OPEN i just i don’t want to see a dead body in the first place especially not someone i know it just really fucking weirds me out? i’ve decided that when i die i don’t want a funeral ...
rain. endless fucking rain. i’ve only been to two funerals in my entire life, and both times it rained horribly. this makes it fucking dangerous and nerve wracking enough but my uncle is old and can’t see and i am not even kidding several times i thought he was going to get us killed. and my bladder and stomach both picked the wrong day to be overactive so needless to say lots of...
i kinda of vanished off the face of the internet yesterday and most of today because there was a death in the family and i got drug along to the funeral which, yes, i felt obligated to go even though i didn’t really know him that well he was still family but at the same time it’s weird when you hardly know them or anyone in your family and while everyone was hugging and crying i just...