wow fuck you too

i am allowed to act any way i wan when i’m supposed to check my god damn blood glucose in the morning and after doing every god damn thing that i can stil can’t get any decent blood out out my fingers or arms don’t even get an attitude with me you should fucking know how moody people can get and i’m moody on top of that and ljhljljfjlfjfhklgflkglkhghlf

fucking FUCK I JUST WANT TO CHECK MY GLUCOSE WHY CAN’ I GET THIS SHIT TO WORK AHRRRGG FUCK YOU

so i thought i’d try mom’s old meter before i find one for myself

i can not get enough blood out omfg

i have the exact opposite problem because she’s a free bleeder dsgsg my fingers are so sore but i have nothing to show for it sigh

>look up warnings and side effects for diabetes meds

>DO NOT TAKE WITH THE HEART MEDS I’M ON

good job doc

oh well i guess i’ll try it anyway what’s the worst that could happen .w.

the more i read into diabetes the more i realize i should have caught this fucking sooner but nobody even bothered telling me and my stupid self never thought of going in for a test. just how long have i actually been diabetic? since i saw my first signs of high blood pressure? Maybe. i’ll never know really.

just plz guys if you have a family history of this shit or you’re not as active as you think you should be just go get a blood test since it’s way better to be safe than sorry.

also this explains my teeth. fucking sugary saliva uuugggh.